Reflections on dry January

I think I get my cheats from my mum's side in that thing that I can find a drink, and I decided to just give up for January. I just wanted to do dry January, and all I could think about was having a drink. That's all I could think about.

I was waking up thinking about it, I was checking the clock, when's it 12, and it just really scared me. I just was like, wow, maybe I have a little bit of an alcohol thing, so I sort of decided.